No offense, but you are just part of the system. Death metal and black metal and all that just preys on the hormonal stage that every teenage (usually male) person goes through. This is why you say the music "speaks to you"...it's because it just mimics the emotions you are naturally having.

Now...hard rock is good..beats and what not...but the music that is just like "Fuck you fuckers and fuck your mom" and the singer tries so desperately to sound like some sort of demon...I think that stuff is just retarded.

Anyways, just my 2 cents.